I needed this.

Purely a letter to myself, I felt like I needed to do this, to show myself things, and I guess to let you know a little more about me? Sure ha. (This is me talking to myself, just to make that clear lol)

You're slowly evolving. Alot differnent from the kid you once knew. No longer are you going to be a person to push. You'll push back harder. You're going to be a bitch when needed. You know you find it amusing when anyone wants to have a problem with you. You take it as a joke and laugh. It's great. Those who dare to challenge you are only making a fool out of themselves. Someone starts shit, you know damn well that you're better than them, and ignore it to the point where you crack, and then take action, but do it wisely.

Your a deep person..likes to think/see beyond what things really are. Letting your mind wander is a hobby, although you hate it. Once someone does something that really hurts you, it's nearly impossible to see them the way you saw them before. You will forever see them for whatever they did. Fucking sucks for them. Depending on the person you meet, some you'll give your trust to, some will have to earn it and for others, they wont get your trust at all. For those who have it, it's their choice if they wanna keep it. You're a very generous, outgoing, open-minded, friendly girl.

Verrry sentimental as well. Sights, smells, places, songs, dates & so much more take you back to moments, times, your past. You close your eyes to take it all in. Your past is extremely important to you. It may not be the best, you sure as hell have had many hard times, and you will never will you let go of it. Always used to putting others before you. Dont you think you should cut that down a little? Make sure you make yourself happy first, too much of trying to make others happy instead of yourself will mess you up.

You're a fighter, never giving up, only letting go when you realize it's not worth it anymore. You awlays follow your heart no matter what. Keep your feet well planted on the ground and your head up in the clouds. You've got the GREATEST boy in the world. Love him to death, you know what you have with him is the most amaizing thing in the entire world, never let go of that. He's the one who brought back the happiness you once had before. Today is actually really imporant day, you finally realized you need to live your life one day at a time & to the fullest as much as you can. Today is called the "present" because its a gift. Live to it.

Thank god you finally know the meaning of self-respect. With that, you've opened a wide door for yourself. Doing what you love, what'll please you IS self-respect. You want everyone to be happy, including yourself. Got such a strong feeling that you'll help atleast one person, help them change their life to be what they've been longing to be but coulden't. Hopefully you're right..

Your life really does matter.
Dont find yourself.
CREATE yourself.
Show everyone what your made of.
Leave them all at loss for words.