Friday, January 30, 2009

Lost and insecure, you found me.

"Butterflies only comes from those who matter and love is gold, maybe you matter, maybe you are pure gold."
Have you ever heard that? I haven't till today.
It's kinda ironic ...if you only knew lol.

Do you remember back in elementary school when you couldn't keep your eyes off that one guy?And you would hope every day during recess that he would come up to you. And it didn't matter what he would do or say, just as long as you caught his attention, it ment the world to you.

The nervousness and butterflies and excitement I get before seeing you is the best feeling in the world. I love driving around for hours listening to you sing to me. The way I always catch you looking at me haha that's the best cause you don't know what to do but say "uhh" and smile.

You're amazing, you know that?
I'm suffering from a broken heart, and you're helping me put the pieces back together. I know I haven't been giving you my all, and I apologize for that. Bare with me sweetie.